Moodless August 11, 2007

As time goes by, it’s the time of the year to finally update this old dated Blog.

I do not have any photos to update you guys, though, I have tons of info which I’d like to rubbish out.

Working in HELL has slaved me. I’ve met the most annoying and most nice people in the world. All in all, I felt relieved to have left the place. Since working in tht place, I’ve lost all sense of life.

Just like a zombie, I did not enjoy my daily routine picking up calls and going home feeling tired. The pay is good, no doubt, but I had no life. Nobody really understood my feelings (though there were a few) as people would often wonder why would I leave a promising career as such. Many has told me that they were dying to enter the company and that I was LUCKY to enter in because I’m a fresh grad.

Nevertheless, I was grateful with all the blessings I’ve received. I’ve had great managers as well as great superiors. Yet, I’ve also met ugly bitches with cat claws and pecking mouths. I did not felt I was in the right position or place. I had to leave and I had to breathe. I was being stabbed as low profile and too cool looking. *It’s not a sin to be born with good looks AIKS!!!

I went to numerous interviews, only to find my self being rejected and questioned ” WHY did I left such a good offer?” . With smart legitimate answers, I fended myself with reasons of truth. In fact, I’d like to give an applause to those small time companies of SEEING things as such.

The reason for complaning this issue is – I don’t see the working culture in Malaysia growing. In stead, I see failure. When you give out all but just to find that the stupid interviewer don’t even know how to answer your quest back. For example, I was thrown numerous questions like ” What do you see yourself in 5 yrs time?” blablabla, you give magical words but when they wanted to end the session, they’d ask “Do you have any questions?” *Yipee!Time to shine!* I asked “What do you see in the company’s growth in 5 yrs time?” and you know what this bloody Indian from India said ? “I DON’T KNOW” OMG, what kind of Indian management are you?

Thus, my conclusion should end with a democritic paragraph, I see no growth in the working world of my country. -Pissed-