P.I.T.A August 14, 2008

Well, I tried to be  nice, I tried to be kind and I tried to be rational.

This post is just going to be one of those blogs which complains about how sad I am ..yada..yada..yada.

Yeap! You’re correct, I’m caught up in a situation whereby I could’nt breathe even if you put a tank of oxygen in front of me.

Seriously, what the hell am I doing in an island I love yet I hate so much. It’s definitely not the situations but it definitely is …due to ppl.

I’m out of speech and I might flip this lap top anytime now due to the annoyance around me. Dear god, pls let those hungry ghost flip them like they flip pizza. Thank you.

Back after many months May 29, 2008

Hi all!

Ya, this blog is like a deserted island. I doubt that there’s even anyone who looks at it as I don’t even advertise nor shout about it. It’s the time of the year I’d do this.

Many things have happened. From working in Hell to switching positions to Motorola. Yes! I’m working there with batik uniforms daily. I’ve gained a few pounds and I look very much older now. No SK2 or even bird nests could revitalize me!

Well… let me see. I’ve met up with many different types of people. Funny ones, pathetic ones, good ones and bad ones. I took over my own apartment unit and am still progressing with the “BEING INDEPENDENT” thingy.

Now, I do dearly miss my friends in KL. The last person I’ve met up was George and we took them to the Northam Beach Hotel to enjoy their meals. We had a blast along with my new SNAKE friend from my current working place. Wow… people does change and ya.. he has lost weight and I’m glad to see him doing well.

It’s amazing how humans progress. Friends often suggests that I should go over to UK or US and lead a new life, refresh myself again. However, there are certain values which I’m just holding on in Penang. Sometimes, I wonder whether those values are worthy of keeping either.

I don’t have attachments other than my family. Chances are open and my family’s at ease to see me leave IF I wish to. I see friends getting married, people passing away, arguments, personalities turning evil and people prying into my personal life like bitches.

I’ve been ignoring Edwin’s nudges in UK’s invitation. I’ve been forgetting Vashaant’s  laughter. I’ve been hating Fong’s ignorance. I’ve been dodging bullets by Political personalities. I’ve been avoiding people, and yes, lets just let that be that. Ta Ta for now!

Moodless August 11, 2007

As time goes by, it’s the time of the year to finally update this old dated Blog.

I do not have any photos to update you guys, though, I have tons of info which I’d like to rubbish out.

Working in HELL has slaved me. I’ve met the most annoying and most nice people in the world. All in all, I felt relieved to have left the place. Since working in tht place, I’ve lost all sense of life.

Just like a zombie, I did not enjoy my daily routine picking up calls and going home feeling tired. The pay is good, no doubt, but I had no life. Nobody really understood my feelings (though there were a few) as people would often wonder why would I leave a promising career as such. Many has told me that they were dying to enter the company and that I was LUCKY to enter in because I’m a fresh grad.

Nevertheless, I was grateful with all the blessings I’ve received. I’ve had great managers as well as great superiors. Yet, I’ve also met ugly bitches with cat claws and pecking mouths. I did not felt I was in the right position or place. I had to leave and I had to breathe. I was being stabbed as low profile and too cool looking. *It’s not a sin to be born with good looks AIKS!!!

I went to numerous interviews, only to find my self being rejected and questioned ” WHY did I left such a good offer?” . With smart legitimate answers, I fended myself with reasons of truth. In fact, I’d like to give an applause to those small time companies of SEEING things as such.

The reason for complaning this issue is – I don’t see the working culture in Malaysia growing. In stead, I see failure. When you give out all but just to find that the stupid interviewer don’t even know how to answer your quest back. For example, I was thrown numerous questions like ” What do you see yourself in 5 yrs time?” blablabla, you give magical words but when they wanted to end the session, they’d ask “Do you have any questions?” *Yipee!Time to shine!* I asked “What do you see in the company’s growth in 5 yrs time?” and you know what this bloody Indian from India said ? “I DON’T KNOW” OMG, what kind of Indian management are you?

Thus, my conclusion should end with a democritic paragraph, I see no growth in the working world of my country. -Pissed-