It has been awhile since I’ve uploaded any photos. Better do it than said. So here’s a bunch of photos which I’d like to share. Some are edited by friends, some are taken by friends, some are from me. I hope it’ll lighten up some info about my life to you! May you have them you say? No, you can’t have them 
Alright.. i’m getting very sleepy. Have to stop here. Will upload more. Tahan la…ish. Love you all!Remember those days which you’d just wish you were grown ups? Not having to listen and being nagged by your parents? Yes, childhood.
You dislike going to school, dislike writing and copying till your hands swell. Spicing up excuses to NOT let your teacher hit you. First day of the school holiday was like music and last day of it was like hell. Heavy school bags, shaky tables and wooden chairs. Prefect acting like bosses, writing down your names, catching you for running around the school field. Aw…nostalgic isn’t it?
After a few years of struggling and complaining how much you wish you’d grow up with rules of your own, you’ve finally enter adulthood. You experience all sorts of emotions, laughter and relationships. Soon, you’re deemed to enter the working world, dodging bullets like Keanu Reeve’s Matrix box office. Seeing how ugly and how beautiful a person could be.
Suddenly you bump onto the Conscience Pole, knocking your head and taking you into memories which you wish you would live through it again. Without denying it, I’m truly *bumped* that time flies just like that.
For many of you , with family and loving parents. I am happy for you and truly believes that god has blessed you with the most divine gift. As a child, I used to grow up in a family of pride and happiness. I could have whatever I wanted and I was my family’s Pearl. But due to some health issues, dad’s no longer here. Growing up was never easy seeing him suffer.
Yes, I admit that I used to be a super-duper spoiled brat… but as situation changes, I learned how people behave and I learned how to take care of people’s feelings. How complicated things could be and how simple life could be if people would just-let-go. I grew up hating and confused with questions like “Why is my dad sick?”, “Why can’t mom smile like she used to?” , “Why is dad so sick that he couldn’t even remember her favorite daughter?”. Then… I remembered bro telling me that life would never be the same. Yes.. indeed.
I didn’t communicate with my dad during my teens and I disliked the fact what i had to go through. As time goes by, I was away studying. Then there was this one day I called my mom and my dad requested to talk to me. You know what he said? ” Don’t give up, never give up and try until you get it” Though his words were very blur because of his condition, I felt…loved and comforted for the past years.
However, good things never lasts and 4 hours later in the wee morning. My dad passed away. I crumbled in my own room, having flashed back and wet my eyes all the way for hours till I reached my house. I knelt as I crawl in my house as a customary ritual to beg forgiveness for not being there on time to see him go. I reached his body and there he was, cold, lifeless and resting.
My heart was broken and yet, there weren’t sufficient words which I could wake him up. Wishing I should have told him how much I loved him, and how much I wish I could bring him back to countries and places he have taken me as a child. Wishing I could cure him and just tell him how much I missed him calling my name cause he couldn’t do it after he fell sick.
That was then, I realize daddy’s gone. After the funeral, mom told me things like how much dad wanted to planned for my 21st birthday though he was sick and how proud he was to see me pursuing what I wanted by myself …lastly, how sorry he was that he couldn’t provide me the things he used to provide while he was capable.
Life’s never as wonderful as written in the fairy tales. I went back to my studies falling sick, losing weight and losing my mind. I regretted and yet I couldn’t blame myself as my mom always tells me that I was too young to UNDERSTAND life. As years passed by, I would miss my dad during Father’s Day. All in all, he did his best and he still lives in me up till today.
Thus, please take sometime to tell your parents how much you love them, how much you cherish them. I’m a living proof of a life lesson learned. And to my dad, this is a tribute to you…*I think they have WebSite UP THERE KUA~~ 
-Happy Fathers day..
Dear readers, though I know much of my readers wont be reading my blog cause there’s hardly ever any… I’d love to post up some funky photos such as “DICK SHAPED EGG PLANT” and “COWS CROSSING STREETS”, unfortunately…. the site is under construction due to my internet settings… ARGH!!! stay tuned
